weird strength

Life is weird

you go from being strangers

to being friends.

to being more than friends,

to being practically strangers again

but my friend,

don't judge people

u have no idea what kind of battle they are fighting

it just sometimes

the truth hurts

it is complicated than u see it is

and better remain unknown than knowing

but one day,

i wish,

kawan

Kawan bertahun kita bersama
Bagai semalam baru bersua
Kawan di hadapan oh indahnya
Kita bersama berkelana

Namun kita jauh
Di dunia sendiri
Bekalan sendiri
Impian sendiri
Meski pun jauh namun
Kita tetap bersama
Dek ruang yang memisahkan kita

Kawan hidup ini umpama langit
Yang tidak selalu cerah
Kawan hidup ini umpama awan
Yang tidak selalu putih

Ingatlah...
Bintang-bintang di langit
Takkan terus berkelipan
Ingatlah pelangi yang indah
Pasti akan hilang

Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu
Seperti rama-rama
Cantik..namun akhirnya
Menjadi perhiasan di dinding

Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu
Umpama lipan dan kala
Berbisa..namun akhirnya
Menjadi perhiasan dimeja tulis
 
Oh kawan jadilah seperti si matahari
Membakar diri demi insan sejagat
Oh kawan jadilah seperti bulan purnama
Menerangi malam yang gelap gelita
Menunjukkan jalan demi umat semesta

The missing flower

I wish i can touch the sky

As for me to stop the cry

I wish i can sleep in the grave

As for me to learn be brave

I wish i can be the mountain conquerer

As for me to build up my character

I wish i can be a butterfly

As for me to be able to fly

I wish i can develop my chance

As for me to start to dance

I wish i can have u

As now i'm so missing u

Winter summer

Even if i really wanted to
But i can't
Not for now
Love
Can't reach it
Time, no not yet

Time hunter
Sweet hunger
Pleasure treasure
Pressure resourcer

Situation different
I know not many people would accept people with problems
Hardship abandon, face it in no time
Even if we share they can do nothing about it
Only sympathy, tears maybe
When nothing goes right, go left
Find the answer
Puzzle will always be a puzzle
Problems kept and the secret always saved

Mirror is my bestfriend
Even if i cry
It never laugh at me

Peace
I got my way
Need luck and pray
May next not grey

one

one tree can start a forest

one smile can begin a friendship

one hand can lift a soul

one word can frame the goal

one candle can wipe out darkness

one laugh can conquer gloom

one hope can raise your spirits

one touch can show you care

one life can make the difference

sometimes,

all it takes is just

one prayer

to change everything

# note: keep praying will all the faith in our heart, no matter what.

who knows, the one pray is the one that Allah want to grant us with.

ephemeral

even when i really wanted to

even it was so hard not to sometimes

i was trying to give her the space she wants

goin for 2 years later,

it still hurts

it still feels like a

like an open wound

coz maybe,
i'm still into u

Carried away

 

the unconcious prayer

last nite

i hv to sleep early coz got an appointment in the morning

but

i dunno why after quite sometime

i dream of her again

in my dream

shes saying something that wake me up

and after that

i can't sleep

something give me a sign and its not the 1st time

i pray that she will be alright

may she will be healthy and happy with her family

and whatever shes facing will be at ease

Dear God

pls protect her even shes not with me

coz i believe

You are the best protecter and You will always be

kasihku abadi

kamar hatiku, sekian lama

suram dan sepi, kekosongan

aku mencari insan sejati

untuk menemani hidupku

adam dan hawa diciptakanNya

disemai rasa kasih sayang

agar bersemi ketenangan

dan kedamaian dihati

ku harap hanya keikhlasan

dan kurindukan keramahan

aku inginkan kemesraan

berkekalan berpanjangan

mengasihimu, dikasihi

menyayangimu, disayangi

merindui dan dirindui

saling mengerti dihati

biar hilang kabus diwajahku

biar tenang resah didadaku

terimalah serta kabulkan

harapan ini oh Tuhan

ku melafazkan kata penuh makna

bersaksi Tuhan yg Maha Pemurah

hidup mati jodoh pertemuan

ditentu Allah yg Esa

perkenankan hasrat dihatiku

moga impiankan dirahmati

dipertemukan serikandi

susah dan senang sama harungi

demi cinta yg hakiki

the tragedy

its been a week already since that day 

i continue to know what is pain

not emotionally but physically

even until now the pain continues

almost every morning i got nightmare

and was awakened by pain on the body

how would i know it could happen to me

in a second i almost die in accident

taken to the emergency room

injection was given to relieve the pain

talking with the doctors helps me to smile

coz people say that smile can hide the pain

but there must be a reason why 

God still give me the life to continue living

 

thank God i'm still alive

Alhamdulillah

::: p/s: drive carefully..safety first :::

peringatan

buruk orang kita sembunyikan

buruk kita jangan didedahkan

baik orang kita sebarkan

baik kita jangan didedahkan

dengan iklas cuma amal bertahan

sedar kita siapa kita

hanya milik Tuhan

 

the song

the song

still not completed yet

the song
always recreated

based on the reality

the journey of life

the time and space

sometimes create

the unknown song

the song needs a inspirer
trust will come when u believe
and hopefully one day
the song will complete

## p/s: hope is a waking dream ##

bedtime thought

 

 

 

all of this

sometime make me feel so loss

sometime so weak

and even crazy

 

every nite and day

never stop thinking

about the reason

the answer to all question

 

resistance

simply let it happen

the solution

or else

 

there are many who don't wish to sleep

 for fear of nightmares

sadly, there are many who don't wish to wake

for the same fear

 

when playing somebody who's going through a lot

frustration and hardship

purging all the emotions

and it feels really good to do that
 

in this journey

meet lots of people

and i believe that

everyone exist for a reason

as small as it can be

i'm sure there are meaning too

 



:::take care & gudnite:::

 

 

♥Allah

hati sedih,

Allah tempat mengadu

hati susah,

Allah tempat meminta

hati gembira,

Allah tempat bersyukur

sesungguhnya,

Allah Maha Mendengar

youthful

 

 

 

The road home is passing us by

a slight breeze is blowing

Our nonsensical conversations are strangely enjoyable

 

Regrettably

when I became aware of it

 the jokes mixed in with our conversations have suddenly stopped

 and each of the roads that we are taking is heading into separate directions

 

A tomorrow that’s different from the blueprint that’s overflowing with the dream

 I painted back at that time would be alright

Right now

I hold these intense feelings tightly in my heart

What am I going to find in the destination that I’m aiming for

If it’s right now

I feel that I’ll be able to get hold of it

 I’ll try reaching my hand out

Along the way to my dream

we'll meet again someday for sure

 

Illuminated by twilight

like they're escaping

those days that headed straight forward passed by quickly as if embarrassed
 

That place where we always met up hasn’t changed even until now

 I wonder if you still remember it

The things that aren't always reflected in the eyes are also important

 You and I are connected

The shadow dyed with a deep red color is spreading

Along the way to my dream

 it would be nice if we definitely meet again someday
 

Even so

I'm smiling right now

At every moment

 I'm breathing

No matter how I am

I'll be right here

Even now

I held these intense feelings tightly in my heart

That is youth

and it's alright to just laugh if you should want to
Because you're there

I continue to run

You said so, right?

"For sure, it's the same for me."

 

every moment redefines reality

 :)

 

 

 

sharing

 

 

sabda Rasulullah:

jika kamu inginkan dunia, maka tuntutlah ilmu

jika kamu ingin akhirat, maka tuntutlah ilmu

dan jika kamu inginkan keduanya, maka tuntutlah ilmu


note:

walau dimana kita berada, tuntutlah ilmu..
walau seremeh mana pun ia, tuntutlah ilmu..
semoga sentiasa dalam keberkatan. serta mendapat kejayaan didunia dan akhirat..
amin...


:: p/s: already packed what needed..may my journey on this morning safe.. :) ::


 

teman

 

 

 

merenung kejora di malam hari
 hanya kelihatan menjelang pagi
 terima kasih sahabat kerana memahami
 segala kelemahan diriku ini

 suara si pungguk mendayu-dayu
 memuja bulan tak pernah jemu
 biar di dunia ku himpun rindu
 di akhirat sana ku mohon bertemu

 yang merah itu dikatakan cinta
 yang indah itu dikatakan berharga
 bagaimana akhirnya persahabatan kita
semoga mendapat redha Allah jua

merenung langit di kala senja
 mengharap fajar akan menjelma
 padamu Tuhan kupanjatkan doa
 persahabatan ini subur selamanya

jangan menulis di atas kaca
 baik menulislah di atas meja
 jangan menangis kerana cinta
 indahnya menangislah kerana dosa

 

 

# pesanan dari sahabat:

 

jika takut dihimpit kerinduan,

jangan sesekali mencipta kenangan

 

 



story of february

 

 

should i go

or should i not

even sometimes something says go

coz it a chances

but suddenly something whispers, don't

coz something will happen

ticket already confirm

but the baggage still unpack

 

early

the court calling

will it change destiny

february..

is it miracle

or is it ordinary

another history

depends on the new story

 

enjoy the stress

withstand the pain

show only the joy on outside

but whats real is inside

possibility is not counted

maybe it undetected

 

# february, its near

 

 

takdirku disana

 

 

 

 

 

Dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin
Terkisah bersedih bahagia
Di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
Langkah kaki di dalam rencanaNya

semua berjalan dalam kehendakNya
nafas hidup cinta dan segalaNya

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti

Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati merindukan Dia
karena hanya denganNya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Hanya padaMu ya robbi

 

 ya Allah
 aku ingin bebas dari selaput jahiliah yang menyeksakan
kurniakanlah aku kekuatan dan sayap keimanan
akan ku terbang mencari kebebasan
disisi Mu jua lah terdapat ketenangan

Jika ini memang jalan takdirku
walau segalanya jauh dariku
akan ku pasrah menjalaninya
kerana aku yakin bahawa
Engkau Maha Penyayang
dan satu-satunya yang kekal hingga ke akhirnya