Winter summer

Even if i really wanted to
But i can't
Not for now
Love
Can't reach it
Time, no not yet

Time hunter
Sweet hunger
Pleasure treasure
Pressure resourcer

Situation different
I know not many people would accept people with problems
Hardship abandon, face it in no time
Even if we share they can do nothing about it
Only sympathy, tears maybe
When nothing goes right, go left
Find the answer
Puzzle will always be a puzzle
Problems kept and the secret always saved

Mirror is my bestfriend
Even if i cry
It never laugh at me

Peace
I got my way
Need luck and pray
May next not grey

one

one tree can start a forest

one smile can begin a friendship

one hand can lift a soul

one word can frame the goal

one candle can wipe out darkness

one laugh can conquer gloom

one hope can raise your spirits

one touch can show you care

one life can make the difference

sometimes,

all it takes is just

one prayer

to change everything

# note: keep praying will all the faith in our heart, no matter what.

who knows, the one pray is the one that Allah want to grant us with.

ephemeral

even when i really wanted to

even it was so hard not to sometimes

i was trying to give her the space she wants

goin for 2 years later,

it still hurts

it still feels like a

like an open wound

coz maybe,
i'm still into u

Carried away

 

the unconcious prayer

last nite

i hv to sleep early coz got an appointment in the morning

but

i dunno why after quite sometime

i dream of her again

in my dream

shes saying something that wake me up

and after that

i can't sleep

something give me a sign and its not the 1st time

i pray that she will be alright

may she will be healthy and happy with her family

and whatever shes facing will be at ease

Dear God

pls protect her even shes not with me

coz i believe

You are the best protecter and You will always be

kasihku abadi

kamar hatiku, sekian lama

suram dan sepi, kekosongan

aku mencari insan sejati

untuk menemani hidupku

adam dan hawa diciptakanNya

disemai rasa kasih sayang

agar bersemi ketenangan

dan kedamaian dihati

ku harap hanya keikhlasan

dan kurindukan keramahan

aku inginkan kemesraan

berkekalan berpanjangan

mengasihimu, dikasihi

menyayangimu, disayangi

merindui dan dirindui

saling mengerti dihati

biar hilang kabus diwajahku

biar tenang resah didadaku

terimalah serta kabulkan

harapan ini oh Tuhan

ku melafazkan kata penuh makna

bersaksi Tuhan yg Maha Pemurah

hidup mati jodoh pertemuan

ditentu Allah yg Esa

perkenankan hasrat dihatiku

moga impiankan dirahmati

dipertemukan serikandi

susah dan senang sama harungi

demi cinta yg hakiki

the tragedy

its been a week already since that day 

i continue to know what is pain

not emotionally but physically

even until now the pain continues

almost every morning i got nightmare

and was awakened by pain on the body

how would i know it could happen to me

in a second i almost die in accident

taken to the emergency room

injection was given to relieve the pain

talking with the doctors helps me to smile

coz people say that smile can hide the pain

but there must be a reason why 

God still give me the life to continue living

 

thank God i'm still alive

Alhamdulillah

::: p/s: drive carefully..safety first :::