story of february

 

 

should i go

or should i not

even sometimes something says go

coz it a chances

but suddenly something whispers, don't

coz something will happen

ticket already confirm

but the baggage still unpack

 

early

the court calling

will it change destiny

february..

is it miracle

or is it ordinary

another history

depends on the new story

 

enjoy the stress

withstand the pain

show only the joy on outside

but whats real is inside

possibility is not counted

maybe it undetected

 

# february, its near

 

 

takdirku disana

 

 

 

 

 

Dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin
Terkisah bersedih bahagia
Di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
Langkah kaki di dalam rencanaNya

semua berjalan dalam kehendakNya
nafas hidup cinta dan segalaNya

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti

Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati merindukan Dia
karena hanya denganNya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakMu ya robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padaMu ya robbi
Hanya padaMu ya robbi

 

 ya Allah
 aku ingin bebas dari selaput jahiliah yang menyeksakan
kurniakanlah aku kekuatan dan sayap keimanan
akan ku terbang mencari kebebasan
disisi Mu jua lah terdapat ketenangan

Jika ini memang jalan takdirku
walau segalanya jauh dariku
akan ku pasrah menjalaninya
kerana aku yakin bahawa
Engkau Maha Penyayang
dan satu-satunya yang kekal hingga ke akhirnya

 

 

All For Love

quite sometime since the last time i was home

miss my home
miss ipoh
miss my family
miss my friends
miss her
miss the old days

When there's love inside
I swear I'll always be strong
then there's a reason why

all for love

i am strong

strong people always hv their life in order..

even with tears in their eyes they still manage to say,

"I'M OK!"

with a smile

what would u do?

one day, met an old friend and had a conversation like these..

A: my friend, long time no see..how r u?

B: not doing so well..juz got back from hospital..

A: hospital? why? what happen to ur hair? look like its dying..

B: yes my friend..i juz doing my chemotherapy..coz there is something is growing inside me..its getting bigger day by day..

A: is it what i think it is?

B: yes..i got cancer..i have tried everything, lots of medicine..but its not working..doctor said it already stage 2..dunno till when..but i got a few months left..i haven't seen anyone for quite sometime..i dunno how to tell my family, friend and my love one..

its a real conversation between me and my friend..

if u had these conversation, what would u do? would u cry?

:: p/s: pray ::

Unwritten

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

 approaching stalling symptom attention,
 speed reducing
high nose attitude
sloppy control
stall warning comes out
light buffet
heavy buffet
sinking

 anything happen, pls recover, coz theres not much time..


::: p/s: can't read my mind..it almost there...  :::


 

holding

 

 

 

 

lifes getting harder

lifes getting so competitive

the fundamental must be strong

 

remain silences

holding..

stand up for myself even if it means standing alone

even sometimes feel like losing my sense
but its a must
living to survive

one day
time will come
ordinary thing maybe not enough
it will take a whole new level to face it

and for now
be prepare
learn a lot
experience the misery
so that one day
the path will be lights beautifully


p/s: patient