the unconcious prayer

last nite

i hv to sleep early coz got an appointment in the morning

but

i dunno why after quite sometime

i dream of her again

in my dream

shes saying something that wake me up

and after that

i can't sleep

something give me a sign and its not the 1st time

i pray that she will be alright

may she will be healthy and happy with her family

and whatever shes facing will be at ease

Dear God

pls protect her even shes not with me

coz i believe

You are the best protecter and You will always be

kasihku abadi

kamar hatiku, sekian lama

suram dan sepi, kekosongan

aku mencari insan sejati

untuk menemani hidupku

adam dan hawa diciptakanNya

disemai rasa kasih sayang

agar bersemi ketenangan

dan kedamaian dihati

ku harap hanya keikhlasan

dan kurindukan keramahan

aku inginkan kemesraan

berkekalan berpanjangan

mengasihimu, dikasihi

menyayangimu, disayangi

merindui dan dirindui

saling mengerti dihati

biar hilang kabus diwajahku

biar tenang resah didadaku

terimalah serta kabulkan

harapan ini oh Tuhan

ku melafazkan kata penuh makna

bersaksi Tuhan yg Maha Pemurah

hidup mati jodoh pertemuan

ditentu Allah yg Esa

perkenankan hasrat dihatiku

moga impiankan dirahmati

dipertemukan serikandi

susah dan senang sama harungi

demi cinta yg hakiki

the tragedy

its been a week already since that day 

i continue to know what is pain

not emotionally but physically

even until now the pain continues

almost every morning i got nightmare

and was awakened by pain on the body

how would i know it could happen to me

in a second i almost die in accident

taken to the emergency room

injection was given to relieve the pain

talking with the doctors helps me to smile

coz people say that smile can hide the pain

but there must be a reason why 

God still give me the life to continue living

 

thank God i'm still alive

Alhamdulillah

::: p/s: drive carefully..safety first :::

peringatan

buruk orang kita sembunyikan

buruk kita jangan didedahkan

baik orang kita sebarkan

baik kita jangan didedahkan

dengan iklas cuma amal bertahan

sedar kita siapa kita

hanya milik Tuhan

 

the song

the song

still not completed yet

the song
always recreated

based on the reality

the journey of life

the time and space

sometimes create

the unknown song

the song needs a inspirer
trust will come when u believe
and hopefully one day
the song will complete

## p/s: hope is a waking dream ##

bedtime thought

 

 

 

all of this

sometime make me feel so loss

sometime so weak

and even crazy

 

every nite and day

never stop thinking

about the reason

the answer to all question

 

resistance

simply let it happen

the solution

or else

 

there are many who don't wish to sleep

 for fear of nightmares

sadly, there are many who don't wish to wake

for the same fear

 

when playing somebody who's going through a lot

frustration and hardship

purging all the emotions

and it feels really good to do that
 

in this journey

meet lots of people

and i believe that

everyone exist for a reason

as small as it can be

i'm sure there are meaning too

 



:::take care & gudnite:::

 

 

♥Allah

hati sedih,

Allah tempat mengadu

hati susah,

Allah tempat meminta

hati gembira,

Allah tempat bersyukur

sesungguhnya,

Allah Maha Mendengar