july steambot

hmm..its already july..so much thing happened..i'm still building my future..so bz..even last weekend, saturday & sunday i worked..yeah..i hv to work hard..i hv to, bcoz theres still a lot more to earn in this adventurous & mysterious life..its not easy to gain what i plan..i hv to build it back..the thing i had lost..lots of it..only God knows how i felt..

suddenly i remembered something that my friend once said, "dear friend, no wonder u look so cool, theres something inside u that someone in ur age cannot even bear..everything came in one shot..so heavy..but u r really strong..someone could even become crazy or worse than that..but never give up..plan your work, and work your plan.." thank u friend, i really appreciate ur advised..yeah..and now i'm still working my plan..hopefully one fine day, miracle will happen..hopefully..=)

7 month already passed..without realising, my weight lost a little i guess..some of my friend and my fmly who haven`t met me for a long time said, "wow, y u r so thin and tall? r u on diet or something?" i will juz laugh out loud..hahaha..guyz, i`m not becoming taller, but i already lose 7 kilos in the past 7 month..is it too much? do u really think i`m working too hard or i'm juz worrying too much? haha..about 2 weeks more, month of Ramadhan will come, it will be a fasting month..will my weight lose more? we'll see.. :))

 yesterday was a gathering for my batch in foundation of science agriculture in UPM..ex-asperianz..3rd generation..its already been 4 years since the last time i met u all..although only a few came, but still we had so much fun..talking, eating, gossiping, joking, and laughing..it was awesome! everyone seperated with their own way..some of them already finished their degree studies, some of them already continue with their studies in master, some of them were already working and also some of them were already married! wow..u guyz..time passing so fast..miss having fun with u all..=) hopefully someday we will meet again..

steamboat ..everyone eat a lot!

still continue talking even after we had already went out of the restraunt..=)

::p/s: u hv start working..i'm happy for u..plz do your best..gain as much experience as u can..i always pray for ur success.. ::


::: i keep myself bz with things to do..
but everytime i pause,
 i still think of u...
i.m.y..  :::

thought

sometimes u hv to try not to care, 

bcoz sometimes no matter how much u do,

 u can mean nothing to someone who means so much to you..

it's not PRIDE,

it's SELF-RESPECT...

rinduku

Pada saat kita merasakan kita terbeban &
 tidak punya sesiapa di sisi, 

pd saat itulah Allah sedang memerhatikan kita dgn penuh rasa kecintaanNya..

 semoga sentiasa dlm lindunganNya..

ya Allah, 

lindungilah org yg aku sayangi walau dimana dia berada..

berkatilah perjalanan hidupnya & hindarilah dia dari sebarang bencana..

Amin..

fav five words

i dun want to burden anyone around me..
even my family..
i hv something big to face real soon..
let me face all the difficulties alone..
let me take all the burden alone..
so that everyone around me will always smile..
Oh God..plz lend me the strengh..

one of my fav song..
make me always miss her..
so..i sang it over n over again..

 

 

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'll pray to God to give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I´ll steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I´ll steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I´ll steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you



this one song..
always drive me crazy when i sang the chorus..
when u listened to the song, could u feel the passion..?

could my heart even reach your's?


::: p/s: i.m.u. :::


 

children poem - i gonna be a pilot

I’m gonna be a pilot soon
and sail through the sky.
If you think I cannot soar,
when have you seen me try?

I’m gonna be the best pilot
that you have ever seen
in leather goggles, leather hat,
and checkered scarf in green.

I’ll know the fancy airplane words
like aileron and stuff.
I’ll twist the dials and land with ease
when the weather gets real rough.

I’ll climb the sky and whirl around
so Earhart would be proud,
then make big barrel rolls and dives
To please the neighbor crowd.

I cannot wait to learn to fly!
For now, who cares if you laugh
Because when I get good,
you’ll want my autograph.

aircraft parked

pic i took from the control tower

my aircraft cockpit

the key is in my hand

its me..smile~ ^___^

And now 'tis man who dares assault the sky . . .
And as we come to claim our promised place,
Aim only to repay the good you gave,
And warm with human love the chill of space.

 hopefully my dream to become an airlines pilot will come true..amin..=)

23rd bday

JUNE??
hohoho..the day came again! gemini man~  now i'm 23rd!! =))
so many things happen..its a busy month..
studying, working, plus...helping with my sis engagement this week..
bz is bz..but still got bday wishes from my family & frenz all over the world..
yeah..eventhough my mom n sis can't celebrate together today, they are in moscow..but they will come back home with my bday present from russia tomorow!!

haha..can`t wait for them to come!! miss them!! ^___^

sis & mom on vacation =)

but wait!!..this is wat my little sis n i did for my bday..,

DONUTS!!...its our 1st trial..

no one teach us..

juz using the recipe my sis got from her friend..lol =))

i think its not so bad for our 1st trial..
next time, maybe will look better and taste great..
how bout chocolate topping & ...... ;)

okay..then we went to celebrate my 23rd bday at 

austin steak house at seksyen 7 bandar baru bangi

the scenery around the steak house is somehow like a cowboy bar

still waiting for mine to come

 mix steak

 fish & chips

 golden blue chic

bday boy's combo steak!! =))

burrrppp..its was superb!! eventhough it was simple, but everyone was bloated!! hahaha..thanks to my bro for treating us..next time i`ll treat u for your bday okay!! =)

lastly..bday boy is happy!! yeay!! 

smile a happy smile =))

--loyal--alone--

i know almost everything..

hiding the truth will juz make me sad..
even the truth meaning pain..

but sometimes i hv to make it like i never know it..

coz if i didn't think like that,

it will hurts more..

i dun want to think,

but it will juz make me think about it more..

its so hard..

so painful..

am i so that loyal?

i even dumb all girl who try to approach me..

some people say i'm a player..
it is so untrue..
i dun hate girls,
i juz dun want to play with their heart, their emotion..

but i hate girls who want to make me more than friend..

i dunno why..

i will not falling for any girl anymore..
i dun want to easily trust people like i did before..

i dun want to fall in love..

plz dun ask why..

i'm not gay..

i juz feel its not the time yet..

i hv to rebuild my life..

alone..

i hv lost lots of time..

i'm not a perfect man..

therefore i know where i stand..

i will work hard to achieve my dreams..

and need lots of prayer too..

i trust my only God..

coz God knows better and the best for me..

always...