23rd bday

JUNE??
hohoho..the day came again! gemini man~  now i'm 23rd!! =))
so many things happen..its a busy month..
studying, working, plus...helping with my sis engagement this week..
bz is bz..but still got bday wishes from my family & frenz all over the world..
yeah..eventhough my mom n sis can't celebrate together today, they are in moscow..but they will come back home with my bday present from russia tomorow!!

haha..can`t wait for them to come!! miss them!! ^___^

sis & mom on vacation =)

but wait!!..this is wat my little sis n i did for my bday..,

DONUTS!!...its our 1st trial..

no one teach us..

juz using the recipe my sis got from her friend..lol =))

i think its not so bad for our 1st trial..
next time, maybe will look better and taste great..
how bout chocolate topping & ...... ;)

okay..then we went to celebrate my 23rd bday at 

austin steak house at seksyen 7 bandar baru bangi

the scenery around the steak house is somehow like a cowboy bar

still waiting for mine to come

 mix steak

 fish & chips

 golden blue chic

bday boy's combo steak!! =))

burrrppp..its was superb!! eventhough it was simple, but everyone was bloated!! hahaha..thanks to my bro for treating us..next time i`ll treat u for your bday okay!! =)

lastly..bday boy is happy!! yeay!! 

smile a happy smile =))

--loyal--alone--

i know almost everything..

hiding the truth will juz make me sad..
even the truth meaning pain..

but sometimes i hv to make it like i never know it..

coz if i didn't think like that,

it will hurts more..

i dun want to think,

but it will juz make me think about it more..

its so hard..

so painful..

am i so that loyal?

i even dumb all girl who try to approach me..

some people say i'm a player..
it is so untrue..
i dun hate girls,
i juz dun want to play with their heart, their emotion..

but i hate girls who want to make me more than friend..

i dunno why..

i will not falling for any girl anymore..
i dun want to easily trust people like i did before..

i dun want to fall in love..

plz dun ask why..

i'm not gay..

i juz feel its not the time yet..

i hv to rebuild my life..

alone..

i hv lost lots of time..

i'm not a perfect man..

therefore i know where i stand..

i will work hard to achieve my dreams..

and need lots of prayer too..

i trust my only God..

coz God knows better and the best for me..

always...

dhuha

Ya Allah, 

sesungguhnya waktu Dhuha itu adalah waktu DhuhaMu,

 kecantikan itu adalah kecantikanMu, 

keindahan itu adalah keindahanMu, 

kekuatan itu adalah kekuatanMu,
kekuasaan itu adalah kekuasaanMu 

dan perlindungan itu adalah perlindunganMu..
 

Ya Allah, 

jika rezekiku masih di atas langit, maka turunkanlah,

 jika ianya di dalam perut bumi, maka keluarkanlah,

 jika ia sukar, maka permudahkanlah,

 jika ianya haram, maka sucikanlah 

dan jika ianya jauh, maka dekatkanlah.

berkat waktu dhuhaMu, kecantikanMu. keindahanMu, kekuatanMu, dan kekuasaanMu,
limpahkan kepadaku segala yang Engkau telah limpahkan kepada hamba-hambaMu yang soleh..

Ya Allah, 

bukakanlah untukku pintu-pintu kebaikan, pintu-pintu keselamatan, pintu-pintu kesihatan, pintu-pintu nikmat, pintu-pintu keberkatan, pintu-pintu kekuatan, pintu-pintu cinta sejati, pintu-pintu kasih sayang, pintu-pintu rezeki, pintu-pintu ilmu, pintu-pintu keampunan dan pintu-pintu Syurga, Ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Amin...

there you'll be

     i`m still             fighting for u..

    for the love        you left for me..

if you sing or give this song to me..

i`m sure i`ll be on the cloud nine dear

in my heart there will always be a
place for you for all my life.....
i'll keep a part of you with me
and everywhere I am
there you'll be 
=)

The Longest Time

lyrics:
Whoa, oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Whoa, oh, oh
For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Whoa, oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Whoa, oh, oh
For the longest
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more than I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more than I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time

Whoa, oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Whoa, oh, oh
For the longest time

simple but awesome rite?? =) suddenly like i wanna dance hearing this song for the 1st time..=)) ..

:::p/s: i dunno if i`m a priority or juz an option..but i want u to know dat i always love u, and i miss u very much, dear..for the longest time..=) :::

bisikan awan biru

:: Saat ku pandang ke langit sambil membisikkan,

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku,

jagakan dia untukku,

moga dia sentiasa dalam rahmat perlindunganMu,

=)  ::

l.u.v.m..~

our life is juz once

we must use it wisely so that we can live in prosperous and happy

but i dunno if i ever had any chance to feel the love again

loyal is one word that i love in my life

love will not be bright without loyalty,

and love will not be brighter with pushing or forcing

love came beautifully naturally

but love is so soo much beautiful when we appreciate it

i know its not fair for u if i said u must wait for me like our promised before,

and we met 2 years after, and i`m gonna be a better person, and..........

atleast 2 years??

seriously? i dun even know if i`m still in your heart anymore

and i oso dunno if i still hv any chance by then

i am a very lucky man if u do so..

but i know who i am

i`m no extraordinary..i`m not coming from a nobel or rich fmly

i hv to work hard for my future

but u are one of my dream..

and u means a lot to me..

for the time being

for me,

no more special girls,

no more sweet dates,

no more babes, honey and everything related to it

i have no time for a monkey love anymore..

even there are a lot of girls out there who i met in my journey

they could never replace u

i`m trying, i`m hoping, i`m wishing, i pray

everyday

dat i could make u smile and happy, dear..
till then..

to u the one who always be in my heart

i.l.u.v.v.v.m..~

 =)